Tuesday, August 23, 2005


Ok so I will update. After being chastised for months...I will update. I am busy ok. I am working like a crazy animal. I am like a boring working world slave ape as I described it today. Thank God I am paid half way decently. Well ok not really.

Work work work...that is all I do I swear. I have no life and I am boring. Nothing to really write about.

Jeff graudated from Culinary school last week Thursday and is now looking for a job in the Eugene/Corvallis Oregon area. That is where he wants to live...and if he succeeds which I am sure he will with his references raving as they are...I will move there eventually as well. After the first of the year of course...have to suffer the holiday season which is starting already. YICK! I hate Christmas already. I had to put out Christmas china this week. Blah.

I am going home to Arizona at the end of September. In case anyone cares...

I guess I do have one interesting story...since "some people" are incredibly interested in my life...or lack of life.

So at Walgreens we have a one-hour photo service and we also process CD's from film and digital media. This is so we can put pictures on computers for email and such as we all know. As a manager, I cover photo while my technician is on break/lunch or giving breaks/lunches. And one day, there was this rather large woman who came in...she was probably my age ok. She has a single roll of film and wants double prints and a CD. I take her film and say no problem they will be done in an hour. No biggie. Ok so I process the film in the processor and bring it over to our other machine that makes the prints. Yes we have TWO separate machines. Really quite cool actually. Anywho....so I enter the film into the carrier and we can view and edit coloring and what not on pictures so we see a preview of the pictures...and once it read all the film....CROTCH! Nothing but pictures of T & A and CROTCH! Oh my GOD I THOUGHT I WAS GUNNA DIE! We have a pornography policy so I had to put this little sheet of paper in there that we do not wish to print your pornography anymore. Some people will not print it at all...but since I am female and just used to the parts...I just pressed print on all screens and didn't look. That was the most disgusting thing I ever saw and all I could think that this was going to be on fatgirls.com or bigbootiecall.com or something sick like that. So I took necessary precautions and placed paper over the print exit roller so passersby could not see what was printing and blah blah blah. Thank god I didn't have to be there when this chick picked them up. COME ON PEOPLE! WALGREENS IS A FAMILY STORE! WE DON'T WANT TO SEE PORN! STUPID. EW!

Ok...so I need to go now. Jeff and I are going out for chinese and I don't think I have anything more interesting to say. So perhaps it won't be another 4 months before I update again...but you never know with it being HOLIDAY SEASON. Barf.

Tuesday, April 05, 2005

Britney Federline can kiss my A$$

That's a BIG ASS WTF??? I cannot believe that someone was stupid enough to give that slut and her fucktard of a husband a reality show. It is the downfall of television I tell you. Screw UPN. It is a darn good thing I don't have a show I like on it. Because I am now boycotting UPN. Screw them and their "DOCUMENTATION OF LOVE" GIVE ME A FRIGGIN BREAK! God help us all! They video taped most of this show themselves. YIKES! HELLO PORNO! WITH COMMENTARY NONE THE LESS. GAWD! "Expressing my personal life through art" BARF BARF BARF. And the AOL poll said 68% of people polled WOULD NOT watch it! HAHAHAHA!

Ok enough is enough. I just heard on the news that FOX is creating a 24 hour reality tv channel. When does this shit stop! Oy!

Saturday, March 26, 2005


Ok. You have to check out this website. Someday I will do this. OMG SOMEDAY!!!


Does that look cool or what! Oh soon will I partake. What a great adventure for 2! Woot!

Not a whole lot going on in my life. Eat, work, sleep, eat, work, sleep. It never changes. I swear. Work is going well however.

Jeff is doing quite well. He is pretty sure he got his culinary internship down in Junction City at the country club called Shadow Hills I believe. He is very excited. He may not admit it but you can see it in his eyes. When he talks about it he gets this little boy with a new toy look in his eyes. He is so cute. I am so proud of him. It's really nice that he finally has something to put his heart into. I could always tell he wasn't happy at WSU. I am just glad he found something he loves doing.

I am working on finishing my management training so I can be promoted by the Fall. All is going well with that so it should happen and I can then put in for a transfer to the Eugene area. Finally, people won't think I live in CANADA! I can say Oregon. HAHA!

Hmm...I don't know that I have more to say. (Sorry Mel) I really will try to update more. My work schedule is just so crazy. I don't get much time to be on my computer. So very sad. And when I am not working I am doing one of 3 things: eating, sleeping or spending quality time with the man I love. But I will sincerely try harder to update more to keep you all informed.

Friday, February 18, 2005

My goodness...its been a long time

Yeah so what. I have been working like an animal. Can you blame me for not updating? (shut up mel)

So let's see, where to start.

Christmas was good with my mom in Portland. She didn't suffer to bad in the cold. Nor did the Guido. He is soooo cute. Even better than the pictures. Puppy breath and all.

I survived the holiday season in retail. YAY for me.

I just celebrated two years (2 YEARS) with Jeff on Feb. 6. We watched the Super Bowl together and made lunch together. (We had Chinese for dinner)

I had to work on Valentines day. But hey. Jeff surprised me and actually left me a rose in my car. THE FIRST FLOWER FROM HIM EVER EVER! IN 2 YEARS! It so pretty. I am saving it forever. Dried of course.

I bought a computer at the beginning of February. I bought a Dell laptop. DUDE, IT'S A DELL! (Pot head)

I had the most amazing foot massage today at a place in Portland called The Barefoot Sage. It started with an essential oil foot bath. My oils were lavender, rosemary, and ylang ylang. YUM! Then a salt scrub with Bergamot, Lavender and Rose Hips. Oooh so nice. Kinda tickly. Then I got a 45 minute foot and lower leg massage. Deep tissue. Oh yeah baby! Then I got the coolest part. I got to put my feet in a rubbed sage clay. It was like thick pudding/cement. It didn't dry but it was hard to move it. It was really warm and muddy between the toes and it had hot rocks at the bottom. That was so cool. Then I finished the 2 hour awesomeness with a paraffin dip of the feets. All while drinking English Breakfast tea. It was DAMN AMAZING! My feets feel just awesome. YAY for me. Happy Birthday from mommy to me.

Hmm...what else. Getting a full body massage on Friday. Happy birthday to me from me. :-)

Thats about it. I have to work on my birthday. In the morning. I have to be at work at 5:30 in the F*&^ING morning! Bah! Then driving to Seattle. Thank God Jeff is driving. I am sleeping. HAHA!

Ok thats it for now. Maybe later I will update. Providing work doesn't kill me.

Wednesday, December 22, 2004

Burn Baby Burn...

So I gave in finally. I joined a gym 2 days ago. I decided to join Curves for Women. I really like it so far.

You know, when you finally give in to make the life change of losing weight, it scares you. Especially when they decide to take your measurements. EEEK! That is all I will say about that.

So I am going to be making time for the gym almost everyday I hope. If not, every other day. But I aim for everyday. The only disadvantage to Curves is there hours can really work against me if I work a mid-shift. They won't be open before I go to work and will be closed by the time I am done. So those are days I would miss. But I am gung ho for the dedication to lose 50 pounds.

And even Jeff is supportive. He's glad I am doing it for myself and no one else. He doesn't care what I look like. He has seen the best and the worst of me and he still love me. Awww.

Oh well. Its time to go to the gym.

Wednesday, December 15, 2004

Shock and Awe Baby....Shock and Awe

So yeah. I just saw the funniest thing on Conan.

HAHAHAHA! So funny. "FIRED YOU ARE" Mwhahahahaha! So funny. Yoda with Trump's hair. Oh so funny.

Give me a break. Its 330 in the morning.

But there is good reason I am up tonight. Kinda.

I can't sleep first of all. So happy. After a crappy day at work, thinking about the earlier events of yesterday, I can't complain. And I am in a gushy mood anyway. Just finished watching The Princess Diaries 2 - Royal Engagement. HA! Ah so fitting.

NO! I didn't get engaged. BUT.............................................................................................

Jeff did let me look at diamonds today. And he didn't scoff or pull me away. I pointed at a really sweet band with very VERY tiny diamonds that is on a great sale at Fred Meyer Jeweler for just under $60. He did giggle. Giggling from him is good. Close to cackle but a giggle.

He told me February.

LONG LONG TIME! AHH! But good things about February. Our 2 year anniversary is on the 6th of February. Then Valentines Day on the 14th. And my birthday on the 26th. What am I gunna do with myself until then! AHHHHHH!

So needless to say, progress in the love dept. And so he decides to grow a little.

But I can guarantee everyone that reads this. This ring, if he chooses to get it, WILL NOT be an engagement ring. It will be a sort of promise ring. Jeff has this thing about getting the perfect one. He is picky. And he wants to pay for it himself. Not his parents. He wants to get it right the first time and not upgrade it 10 years down the road.

Oh so happy. Things have been so good for us recently. Its great. Not to mention we have gotten to spend a lot of time with each other this month since he is done with school till right after the first of the year. So we are sopping it up like pancakes and syrup. :-) YAY!

Ok off the high horse. I need to sleep.

Or do I?

To all the peeps who read this out there....Try Trader Joe's Spicy Cider. Put it in a mug and pop it in the microwave for 2 minutes. The BEST DAMN APPLE CIDER EVER BABY!

Ok ok ok .... I am not on crack. I SWEAR! Just giddy and restless. And I haven't had hardly any caffeine today.


Saturday, December 11, 2004

Somebody Analyze my dream...PLEASE!!!!

And don't tell me I am on Crack Tara!

I had the most bizzare dream last night. So I will start at the beginning.

Myself, Tara and Mel are standing in line waiting to get into a choir competition in Phoenix. I believe its a college competition. As we wait in line, my ex boyfriend, his best friend from high school and his brother walk up. We will call the ex-boyfriend BW. (Tara and Mel you know who this is...Cactus) BW is like awestruck with me and says "Hello" and "Long time no see" (Very atypical of BW). The friend and brother follow. I am also taken aback by BW and almost mezmerized unable to control emotions. We approach the door, hand the person our tickets and go inside. Its open seating so BW and crew decide to sit with us and Tara and Mel are excited about it. As we head for our seating area, I decide to go to the bathroom to gain some control over myself. They just say they will meet me at the seats. I said ok and go to the bathroom. (Fade out)

The next scene, I am walking down the stairs and BW's brother is 2 rows above Mel, Tara and BW and the friend is sitting 1 row directly behind BW. There is a seat for me between Tara and BW with Mel sitting next to Tara on the other side. I approach the aisle and BW turns around and says "What took you so long?" and I said "There was a lady changing diapers for 3 kids in the only bathroom available. So there was a line." I sit down and ask Mel who's up first and she said "I dunno Punk."

Then I turn to BW who looks at me and says he has missed me so very much. And he was sorry for what has happened in the past. (Yeah right, he would NEVER say this) Then he leaned into me and kissed me. Ever so sweetly and very gentle. He moved slightly away from my face after the gentle kiss gave me a wink and leaned back in. This time, it was a much deeper kiss that started off all right but progressively got harder. Meaning he was pushing against my face with his harder. Almost to a painful point. I couldn't get him off me. That goes on for about 5 minutes and my friends nor his say anything. They just talk amongst themselves while we make out amid them.

When he finished, he looked back at me and said "I have waited so long to do that. I should have done that when we were in high school. I was so stupid." (No way he would say that either)Then he looked down the rub the leg of his pants as to relax a wrinkle and notices his pants are at his ankles. (I didn't do it while kissing, for sure) He giggled and picked them back up and buttons them. Then he places his hand on my thigh and I notice my pants are almost to my ankles but I had a sweatshirt spread over my lap so it wasn't as noticable. (He didn't remove my pants himself either) He moved in for the kill by hand (so to speak) and I stopped him. And I picked up and rebuttoned my pants. We both looked at each other and giggled. We leaned in for another kiss that was perfectly passionate just as the lights went down for the competition to begin. Our friends said "You guys are so cute but lets participate in what we are really here for." (Fade out)

That was the end of the dream.

A little background on BW. When we were together in high school, he lied to me, cheated on me, broke up with me over email and was technically my first boyfriend. He was the first person to say "I love you" to me and me back to him (Although I know now that I never really meant it and didn't know what love was then. So I can't really consider him the "First Love") He really was an overall asshole but an incredible musician. My love for a certain type of classical music came from him. Other than that, I almost truly hate this guy. But more so feel sorry for him and his stupidity throughout his life.

That is all I have to say about that. I am totally weirded out by this dream. Any input would be appreciated. Anything. I need some understanding. Blah.